April 8, 2012
It
was once upon a time when I dreamt of the two of us celebrating this special
day. A day that every couple has always wished to come, but not all of them
make it. Fortunately, we did – one proof that our great God has blessed
our relationship since day one. Imagine? After the ups and the downs,
we have made this far. I doubt that we would if God weren’t in the center of
our relationship, right? One year is too short for me to declare that “yes,
you’re the one,” but too long enough to say that you’re not. For the
many times that I’ve told you that you are the best thing that ever happened to
me, there is not a day that I even thought of taking it back because there was
never an ample reason to do so. You really are the best thing that ever
happened to me, Dominic. ♥
Love has always been our stronghold, our saviour, our eustress, and our
sweetest downfall. If
it wasn’t dwelling in our hearts, we wouldn’t be together for a long time,
obviously. And for countless reasons, I have realized that love is
actually enough to make one person stay with you and inside of you. Let
me point out that Genuine Love is what we need to make things work, and I’m
proud that we have it. In my viewpoint, approximately 75% of our unbreakable
relationship is attributable to our genuine love and just 25% to other
essentials like trust, maturity, respect, etc. How? Because even though we
individually lack some of those essentials, love has always filled the
absence of each, especially when the road is rough and the times are tough
between the two of us.
Our
love story is like no other and yet it’s so close to perfection. Perfection
in a sense that everything about our relationship is way better than anybody
else’s. I know for a fact that there are a lot of things yet to be
improved to make this last a lifetime. I know, too, that as we continuously
search for the door that would bring us to the next level, we would face a lot
of obstacles; like the ruthless zombies in Zombie land, or the clever enemy
tributes in The Hunger Games, or the persistent villains in other movies who
will never stop until they succeed in making us turn our backs from each other.
Despite all these, I positively believe that as long as our grip to each
other’s hand is strong enough, none of them would ever tear us apart and
prevent us from making our dreams of eternity into reality.
Values
are what you instilled unto me for one whole year. You taught me how to
act like my age in certain circumstances and you showed me how wonderful life
is for a person who knows how to appreciate even the simplest things. I
apologize for being an immature, jealous and selfish girlfriend most of the
time. Please do understand that I am like that because my love for you
is overflowing, that even a slight idea of losing you or seeing you happy with
somebody else makes me go through the hell of paranoia. For the nth
time, I’m very sorry for being me. You know, I have always wanted to be the
best girlfriend for you – that girl whom you cannot live without because you
know that you belong with no one else but her. I hope that I could be that girl
forever.
Everything
I do, I do it for you. You are the underlying reason why I do
certain things, like waking up because I know that I’ll be facing another
day with you here with me; eating, to have the vigour to do amazing things with
you; studying, so we’ll have a bright future ahead; praying, to ask God to
guide us in every step; and sleeping, so that I’ll have another chance to dream
about your face. You have the power to inspire me to give my very best in
everything, but you also have the power to put me at my lowest point. My whole
world revolves around you, can’t you see? I don’t know if this is still okay,
but how could one thing be so wrong if it feels so right? Your impact
in my life is beyond compare.
Your
soft, powerful voice that gives me butterflies, your eyes that make me melt
whenever you stare at mine, the curls of your hair that makes you stand out
amongst the others, your sweet lips that even a lifetime isn’t enough for me to
kiss, your cold hands that always yearns for the warmth of mine, your feet that
constantly leads you to me, your smell that never fails to send chills on my
spine, your mind that is filled with breathtaking moments of our togetherness,
your heart that endlessly beats for your beloved girl, and your good soul that
mine is dying to spend its to infinity and beyond with. I just love
everything about you. You complete me. To imagine life without you
by my side is like a mental torture. To last a day without feeling your love is
like lying in my death bed.
Over
and over, I try to tell myself that the best is yet to come for us. It might
take a lot of time, but it surely will. It’s the never-ending chase that
will definitely keep the affection alive. And if I were to wish for
something from you at this special day, I would simply ask you to never stop
chasing. Never stop trying. Be consistent. Love me like you did when we were
just starting. The fire in a gentleman’s heart waiting for a new love to
blossom and the passion of a young lad who is hopelessly devoted to this one
girl – never let it die and allow it to stay in the depths of your being. With
that, I vow to have the endurance that this relationship demands. And
though I told myself that nothing stays the same and everything changes, my
hopes are high that the love we have is the exception.
Uncertain
of what’s gonna happen in the future, let me say with conviction that, “A
year we have conquered, we surely will in the years to follow.” Thank
you so much for sharing a once in a lifetime love with me, my dearest. You
don’t know how blissful my heart is because you’re there. Years may pass by,
but I know that when I look back to the day when I first met you, I still won’t
regret that I allowed you to become a huge part of my life. There will always
be a space in my heart for you no matter what happens. Cheers to our first
year, babe. Happy First Anniversary, Louis Dominic Cuevas Hernandez!
I’m looking forward to more days, weeks, months, years, decades, centuries,
forever & ever with you. I Love You So Much, D. ♥
****************************Oh, You Inspire Me ♥
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