Get Over It.

Date Written: May 29, 2011

"The best way to get over something is to turn it into literature."

          And then I asked myself, “Bakit naman kailangan kong magmove-on, eh hindi naman ako iniwan ng taong mahal ko or something like that?” And then I closed my eyes and just listened to my heartbeat. And my heart’s beating is unexplainable. You know that feeling when you inhale and something’s like building up inside your heart, which makes it hard for you to breathe? And when you exhale, you feel so afraid because you don’t want to feel that kind of feeling anymore but you have no other choice but to breathe in again? I really hate this feeling. It just makes me wanna cry a river. (And you know what makes it much more difficult in my case? I can’t cry a river. :| Because if my parents and my brothers see me, interrogation is the next thing that’s gonna happen. And of course, I’m gonna be the one on the hot seat.)  But then, listening to my heart and feeling it beating like this made me realize one thing; that moving on is not about the reason why you have to do it, it’s about how you are feeling the moment you thought of doing it. Am I making a point? I hope you did get what I was trying to say. :) Well, if that’s the case, I guess I really have to move on with this sh*tty feeling. A feeling that just sets in you in a bad mood in an unexpected timing. You’re okay now then suddenly, you’ll feel bad again. :’( Gaaah, it sucks! >.< 

I don’t wanna leave this thing hanging. So lemme end it - the truth is I just wanna share my feelings. HAHA! And you know what? I’ve already moved on. ;)

Oh, You Inspire Me.♥